13/01/08

So I'm convincing myself through my own life experiences that I am a walking jinx. Allison broke up with me yesterday when I was at the mall with Harry and Pat. Yeah, that was a shitty call to receive. No details were given as to why aside from the fact that it seemed that hanging out with me has become awkward, and she didn't want to hurt me. I'm still unsure as to what was meant by the second reason. But I was talking to friends at supper yesterday, and they said there's actually more to it, without telling me exactly what they meant (didn't want me overly pissed off right now apparently), so I guess the worst case scenario dances inside my head. I just wish that I was told if there was more. I don't enjoy being left in the dark in a case like this. It was alright though because I had so many friends around that made things better.
That's all you can do, I guess. It's so shitty. I was completely head over heels for this girl, too.

The world keeps spinning though
I'll stumble for a few days, but I'll catch up.

Although, the night before all that went down was hilarious and wicked. Paul G and I went to some kegger for a couple hours, then I took off to Coughlan to hang with Harry and Chad for a bit, leaving Paul hanging haha but he was drunk and playing beer pong. Then I went to my sisters, she was having a party. That was pretty fun, I may have taken an allergic reaction to the cats judging by the photos people took. Then I jetted downtown to the rockhouse, which was hilarious as well. Diesel, Paul and myself were going to get a cab home but we lost Paul somewhere haha. So Jordan and I come across a fight and then we cabbed it back home. More funny things ensued for a couple hours back at the house and then I went to bed at 5, I think. It was pretty fun.

Well this weekend was really fun, and so horrible at the same time.
I don't know
I'm going to miss being with her.